So, you remember how I got surgery for my birthday and I was doing really good! I was back on my feet doing SO much better!
But apparently, my health didn't like not being in the spotlight anymore and took a turn for the worst.....
I'm back to being almost always stuck in bed because I am in so much pain and so sick!
I've been back and forwards to the hospital, to the doctors office and nothing!!!
I hate 'em, I really do, doctors just completely and totally useless!
And honestly I'm getting scared about what's going on! It's freaking me out! I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know I'm just freaking out. I've got two more appointments so hopefully we'll see what happens if they can tell me anything or figure out what's going on.
And dealing with stupid family drama on top of it all, it's all too much......
Wanting me to bring the toxic people from school back into my life how is that suppose to make me feel better or do me ANY good what so ever!?
I just don't get it anymore, It's just plain out confusing Just feel like I'm all alone....