babywolf-lover

It's been a while, over a year ....   But it's been challenging so this site was the last thing on my mind. Of course I posted book covers but it was so I could upload them to wattpad I had to go back into therapy again! Because I slipped back into my old self due to stress and such, I swore I wouldn't but I did. Hopefully it wont take two and half years of my life again though   I got a new job and I like it more than my last one that made me slip I'm working hard on my books challenging myself to do things I've never done with my books, genre's and content etc.   and I am enjoying it. It helps me same as therapy actually more than thera

So I got some horrid news today... The people who were like my grandparents (truly closer to me than my real grandparents!) went up to Mass for a family visit and my grandmother was put in a nursing home for dementia and wont be allowed to come home. My grandfather is coming back down to straighten everything out before going back to be with her. Like really!?!? Anything else wanna happen!? like FUCK!!!

So, I finally made up my mind, or at least I had to!   I'm not going to move yet, not until me and this person can fully hash out everything not just sweep it under the rug and be fake thing. The biggest thing that helped me decide was last night when I was suppose to get packed I collasped in pain, went to the hospital and have gotten the real official answer of what's wrong!   Basically I have a vital organ that is going bad. And I have a few options, either find some way to heal the damage done, if I can't I'll be looking at near death or at least having major surgery EVERY month! I'd be living in the freaking hospital! So I am stayi