Better

So for the first time in a long time, I'm actually doing really good!

I was able to complete everything that I was working on which was getting over and getting help for the drinking and smoking.

I started in high school and when I was hurt, I really turned to it and went over board, but I wanted to stop and made the mistake of just stopping myself completely which really hurt me in the long run because it did more damage, but I got help and finally over it, now the only issue if I smell it, I wanna puke! :vomit:, and I quit with the pills I was on to help me, which made me worst! xD

Anyways, so I gave that up and am doing so much better! which is like the next step to restarting my life in a way!

Now the only thing that's a pain, is I swear I have bad luck with jobs!!!

I quit my latest job because they were leading me on and it really pissed me off, so say see ya! I haven't actually told them but they didn't tell me! So I'm not telling you I quit

But other then that it's been pretty good! I am really going after my writing, it's something I'm pretty passionate about! So wish me luck about that so yeah!