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So this month has been........crazy..
First I had stuff going on and I was just so over do anything anymore...
But I finally got out of it and was ready to start up again I had new idea's and new art.
After a few days I was heading home from work and it was really late like 2:00am and on my way I had major asthma attack and had to be rushed to the hospital so I was able to breath again!
So I stayed home for three days before I was able to calm down and breath normally, so I started back up!
Then I was with my family and a few others and I was helping them cook (on a grill).
And somone called my name making me jump and both of my hands hit the grill!
So I went to the hospital AGAIN!!! and I had 3rd degree burns on both of my hands!
So I couldn't write, draw or anything!! If I tried to type it took 30 to 40 minutes to write just a paragraph!
So I had to take a long break...drove me nuts
So now my hands are pretty much all healed up and I can finally start working again
So I have like 10 stories to work on updating!
Speaking of that ...according to this person who reviewed as a guest I am a "bad author" for asking for reviews and asking what they liked about the chapter! I didn't know that
Anyways! So I guess I am just going to stop asking for reviews I didn't even keep the review I just deleted it
But who knows what will happen now.
First I had stuff going on and I was just so over do anything anymore...
But I finally got out of it and was ready to start up again I had new idea's and new art.
After a few days I was heading home from work and it was really late like 2:00am and on my way I had major asthma attack and had to be rushed to the hospital so I was able to breath again!
So I stayed home for three days before I was able to calm down and breath normally, so I started back up!
Then I was with my family and a few others and I was helping them cook (on a grill).
And somone called my name making me jump and both of my hands hit the grill!
So I went to the hospital AGAIN!!! and I had 3rd degree burns on both of my hands!
So I couldn't write, draw or anything!! If I tried to type it took 30 to 40 minutes to write just a paragraph!
So I had to take a long break...drove me nuts
So now my hands are pretty much all healed up and I can finally start working again
So I have like 10 stories to work on updating!
Speaking of that ...according to this person who reviewed as a guest I am a "bad author" for asking for reviews and asking what they liked about the chapter! I didn't know that
Anyways! So I guess I am just going to stop asking for reviews I didn't even keep the review I just deleted it
But who knows what will happen now.
over a year
It's been a while, over a year ....
But it's been challenging so this site was the last thing on my mind. Of course I posted book covers but it was so I could upload them to wattpad
I had to go back into therapy again! Because I slipped back into my old self due to stress and such, I swore I wouldn't but I did. Hopefully it wont take two and half years of my life again though
I got a new job and I like it more than my last one that made me slip
I'm working hard on my books challenging myself to do things I've never done with my books, genre's and content etc. and I am enjoying it. It helps me same as therapy actually more than thera
Bad news
So I got some horrid news today...
The people who were like my grandparents (truly closer to me than my real grandparents!) went up to Mass for a family visit and my grandmother was put in a nursing home for dementia and wont be allowed to come home. My grandfather is coming back down to straighten everything out before going back to be with her.
Like really!?!? Anything else wanna happen!? like FUCK!!!
Answers
So, I finally made up my mind, or at least I had to!
I'm not going to move yet, not until me and this person can fully hash out everything not just sweep it under the rug and be fake thing.
The biggest thing that helped me decide was last night when I was suppose to get packed I collasped in pain, went to the hospital and have gotten the real official answer of what's wrong!
Basically I have a vital organ that is going bad. And I have a few options, either find some way to heal the damage done, if I can't I'll be looking at near death or at least having major surgery EVERY month! I'd be living in the freaking hospital!
So I am stayi
Decisions......
Okay I am so confused and torn right now!! I don't know what to do...
I have to make a decision by this Friday!
Whether to move to another place but with one person who hates me because of a misunderstanding and people's big mouths wanting drama and since there is none in their life they start it for others.
My other choice is stay where I'm at now, but the only issue is everything I've been struggling with lately it's been difficult to keep going
So I'm torn move and live with someone who hates me but will be fake to my face or stay and risk this depression.....
And no matter which I choose I'm gonna have people pissed at me...
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Ouch about the burns. >_< Certainly sounds like a crazy month!
On about "demanding" reviews, it's looked as "bad etiquette" not as a bad author. If you're saying things like... I won't post until I get X amount of reviews, stuff like that is looked down on. You shouldn't hold the reader hostage to continue a story or not based on review count.
However, there's nothing wrong in saying something like: I'd appreciate any reviews or thoughts on this chapter!
It's what I do. It's not demanding in anyway. Just lets people know that you appreciate it.
On about "demanding" reviews, it's looked as "bad etiquette" not as a bad author. If you're saying things like... I won't post until I get X amount of reviews, stuff like that is looked down on. You shouldn't hold the reader hostage to continue a story or not based on review count.
However, there's nothing wrong in saying something like: I'd appreciate any reviews or thoughts on this chapter!
It's what I do. It's not demanding in anyway. Just lets people know that you appreciate it.