Got my answers ... finally

So as you all know I was super sick had to have surgery and it only made me worst.
So I was going to doctor after doctor, having surgery, procedures, appointments everything and kept coming up with nothing.
Well I went to another doctor and FINALLY got my answer.
Turns out without even knowing it, all my sickness, pain everything is because of family genes! I thought it was because of my dumb choices I made in school when I had no regard for my life and while that kinda was a poke in this direction it is all from family genes.
And if I can't get all this poison from my body the greater the risk of my life ending.
So basically it took me about 4 years, countless appointments, procedures and doctors to find out that it was all cause of genes.  
Totally sucks! And until I can get this somewhat under control I am on bed rest ..... still!  
Basically I can only write, and what sucks, I am in a writing slump!!!