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So after months and months of waiting I am FINALLY getting my surgery!! Tomorrow!! Ahhh!
I saw the doc on Tuesday and she was pissed at my old one for not doing anything haha!!
So anyway I am getting the surgery, gonna be on bed rest for 4-6 weeks!!
And I made a joke that some people get money, gifts stuff for their b-days! I get surgery! XD
So I am honestly not scared I thought I would be but I'm not because of being so. Sick of being sick!
Surgery-8/8 and birthday -8/12! Lmao!!
I'm praying nothings gonna happen bad wise and I'll be finally on the road to recovery! Wish me luck!!
P.s.- I am working on book 2 of Silver bullet! Called Silver pact and I have it all pllanned!
keep your eyes open for it!! 
I saw the doc on Tuesday and she was pissed at my old one for not doing anything haha!!
So anyway I am getting the surgery, gonna be on bed rest for 4-6 weeks!!
And I made a joke that some people get money, gifts stuff for their b-days! I get surgery! XD
So I am honestly not scared I thought I would be but I'm not because of being so. Sick of being sick!
Surgery-8/8 and birthday -8/12! Lmao!!
I'm praying nothings gonna happen bad wise and I'll be finally on the road to recovery! Wish me luck!!
P.s.- I am working on book 2 of Silver bullet! Called Silver pact and I have it all pllanned!
keep your eyes open for it!!
over a year
It's been a while, over a year ....
But it's been challenging so this site was the last thing on my mind. Of course I posted book covers but it was so I could upload them to wattpad
I had to go back into therapy again! Because I slipped back into my old self due to stress and such, I swore I wouldn't but I did. Hopefully it wont take two and half years of my life again though
I got a new job and I like it more than my last one that made me slip
I'm working hard on my books challenging myself to do things I've never done with my books, genre's and content etc. and I am enjoying it. It helps me same as therapy actually more than thera
Bad news
So I got some horrid news today...
The people who were like my grandparents (truly closer to me than my real grandparents!) went up to Mass for a family visit and my grandmother was put in a nursing home for dementia and wont be allowed to come home. My grandfather is coming back down to straighten everything out before going back to be with her.
Like really!?!? Anything else wanna happen!? like FUCK!!!
Answers
So, I finally made up my mind, or at least I had to!
I'm not going to move yet, not until me and this person can fully hash out everything not just sweep it under the rug and be fake thing.
The biggest thing that helped me decide was last night when I was suppose to get packed I collasped in pain, went to the hospital and have gotten the real official answer of what's wrong!
Basically I have a vital organ that is going bad. And I have a few options, either find some way to heal the damage done, if I can't I'll be looking at near death or at least having major surgery EVERY month! I'd be living in the freaking hospital!
So I am stayi
Decisions......
Okay I am so confused and torn right now!! I don't know what to do...
I have to make a decision by this Friday!
Whether to move to another place but with one person who hates me because of a misunderstanding and people's big mouths wanting drama and since there is none in their life they start it for others.
My other choice is stay where I'm at now, but the only issue is everything I've been struggling with lately it's been difficult to keep going
So I'm torn move and live with someone who hates me but will be fake to my face or stay and risk this depression.....
And no matter which I choose I'm gonna have people pissed at me...
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Glad to hear you're finally got things sorted out with the doc. Hope you have a safe and successful surgery and you get well soon 
Can't wait to read your next chapter
Can't wait to read your next chapter